Monday, May 26, 2008

Voice Of The Fathers

What is Prayer?

"Prayer is a guard of prudence, control of wrath, restraint of pride, cleansing of malice, destruction of envy, righting of impiety. Prayer is strength of bodies, prosperity of a household, good order of a city, might of a kingdom, trophy of war, assurance of peace. Prayer is a seal of virginity, fidelity in marriage, weapon of travellers, guardian of sleepers, courage of the wakeful, abundance for farmers, safety of those who sail. Prayer is an advocate for those being judged, remission for the bound, consolation for the grieving, gladness for the joyful, comfort for mourners, a feast on birthdays, a crown for the married, a shroud for the dying. Prayer is converse with God, equal honour with the Angels, progress in good things, averting of evils, righting of sinners. Prayer made the whale a house for Jonas, brought Ezechias back to life from the gates of death, turned the flame to wind of moisture for the Youths in Babylon. Through prayer Elias bound the heaven not to rain for three years and six months."
- Saint Ephrem the Syrian

As translated by Archimandrite Ephrem

Friday, May 23, 2008

A little rant

I just finished reading Heaven & Hell in the Afterlife According to the Bible by Peter Chopelas, and I am beginning (again) The River of Fire by Dr. Alexander Kalomiros. I just had to rant a little.

Now, don't get me wrong. I see a lot of good in both of these articles. But there is one thing, common to both of them, that I strongly disagree with. I see the same misunderstanding in several modern authors speaking for Orthodoxy in general. It is the idea that since God is Love, that he is not also judge.

As one example, in the article "Heaven & Hell", Peter Chopelas tells us:
"Why would a God who loves us unconditionally torment us for eternity, because of an equally unbiblical notion of Divine Justice? In fact nowhere in the Bible does it explicitly state that it is God that punishes the sinners."

That is an interesting statement, especially when you consider 2 Thessalonians 1:6-10:
"God is just: He will pay back trouble to those who trouble you and give relief to you who are troubled, and to us as well. This will happen when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven in blazing fire with his powerful angels. He will punish those who do not know God and do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus. They will be punished with everlasting destruction and shut out from the presence of the Lord and from the majesty of his power on the day he comes to be glorified in his holy people and to be marveled at among all those who have believed."

And what do the Fathers have to say? For brevity, I'll only take the time to post one relevant quote:
"But then the punishment from God shall be manifest, when the Judge, sitting upon the fearful tribunal, shall command some to be dragged to the furnaces, and some to the outer darkness,"
- St John Chrysostom, Homily III (on Romans 1:18)

Finally, what about the litany we pray several time at every Divine Liturgy (and at most services):
"A Christian ending to our life, painless, blameless, peaceful, and a good defense before the fearful judgment seat of Christ, let us ask of the Lord. Grant this, O Lord."

I think both of these articles are wonderful, and teach some very important truths... truths you will never hear in "Western" circles. But I do think they state some of their cases a little too strongly, in an (laudable) effort to show the western innovations to be what they are. But what good does it do to put down one incorrect statement by using another incorrect statement? You serve only to confuse others, and bring scorn on yourself, and the Orthodox faith, by those who do know something of Scripture, but do not (yet) know the Church.

Monday, May 05, 2008

On prayer, and tears

Elder Cleopa asks, "For how many hours do you pray in the morning? And how many in the evening?"

I feel my heart sinking. I wish I could find tears, at least, to take the place of my lacking prayers.

Then Elder Cleopa reminds us, "And death comes tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

...And I find my tears. Not enough to cover my dry prayer life, but enough to wet my cheeks for a moment.

May his words of wisdom bless you with tears and deeper prayer as well:

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Christ is Risen!

El Messieh kahm!
Hakken kahm!


Christos anesti!
Alithos anesti!


Christ is Risen!
Truly He is risen!



- Still Catechumen, Dan.
(It's not a bad thing, I'll write about it later)

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Closest Book meme

Well, Dixie has tagged me with another interesting meme, so I guess I need to come out from under my rock. ;)

Rules of the meme:

  • Pick up the nearest book of 123 pages or more. (No cheating!)
  • Find Page 123.
  • Find the first 5 sentences.
  • Post the next 3 sentences.
  • Tag 5 people.
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The book that was closest to me when I first read Dixie's blog this morning, was: The Explanation by Blessed Theophylact of the Holy Gospel According to St. Matthew (House Springs, MO: Chrysostom Press, 2006). I've been carrying this book with me so I can read it on the train when I am going to and coming home from work. I cannot express how rich and amazing this book is. I don't want it to end, but at the same time, I want to continue with the rest of the series (which are all still in their shrink wrap, on my bookshelf.)
"For it is shameful for a princess to be skilled at doing something unbefitting. And consider this additional foolishness of Herod's, that he promised to give whatever she asked. If she had asked for your own head, would you have given it to her?"
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I am going to have to break the last rule. I have not been blogging lately, as Dixie mentions. The truth is I just don’t really feel like I have much to offer right now, as far as blogging goes. When I was a Lutheran, I was strong, assertive and aggressive, attacking and crushing any heresy or error I saw (in my own mind, anyway). I was on a mission, and didn’t care (as much as I should have) about the collateral damage. For now, I think it is better to let the Church change me, and for me to absorb as much her wisdom as possible, instead of trying to share my own foolishness with the rest of the world. God willing, I will be accepted into the Church on Easter. Maybe I’ll start breaking out of my shell after that. Until then, I do enjoy these memes.

I ask for your prayers, everyone.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Seven things about me.

Dixie had tagged me over a month ago on this meme. I haven't really been doing much with my blog lately, so I eventually forgot about the tag. But reading Lotar's blog the other day reminded me. So, prepared to be shocked or bored.


1.) I was born into a non-attending Baptist family. When we lived close enough to one, I would sometimes go to church, but my parents always stayed home. Later, I became, for all practical purposes, an agnostic hedonist, occasionally dabbling in witchcraft, satanism, shamanism, etc. A few years after I was married, God made Himself real to me, and I began attending the Lutheran (ELCA) church my wife had attended since childhood. After burying myself for several years in the Scriptures and Lutheran Confessions, I began attending a LCMS congregation, but by this time, I was already well on my way to embracing Orthodoxy. I began regularly attending my Orthodox parish on December 17, 2006, and was accepted into the Catechumenate on February 18, 2007 (Forgiveness Sunday). God willing, I hope to be accepted under the wings of Holy Orthodoxy on April 27, 2008 (Holy Pascha) or June 15, 2008 (Pentecost).

2.) I am the youngest child of five. I have two half brothers (one from mother's previous marriage, and one from father's previous marriage), and two sisters. I grew up as an only child, however, as all of my siblings had married and moved out by the time I was old enough to remember anything. In fact, I have only met my eldest half-brother one time.

3.) Related to the above point, I also have a niece and a nephew who are both older than me.

4.) I grew up for most of my childhood on the Oregon Coast, nine miles from the nearest town. My parents were managers of a small resort motel called the Oregon House. If I only had 3.3 million dollars, I'd buy it and rescue it from the new-ageyness that the current owners are subjecting it to. I would consider donating much of it to an Orthodox Diocese, for a small monastic community. Unfortunately, I'm about 3.2999 million dollars too poor to make that a reality. Any nice philanthropists out there willing to help out a guy who just wants to go home again? ;)

5.) I met my wife during my time as an agnostic, living only for whatever pleasure I could eek out of each moment. I originally asked her and her twin sister out at the same time (not really for a date, but just to hang out, watch a movie, etc.) They, and their family were visiting a resort I was working at, they lived about 200 miles away. We rented a few movies, among them, Flashback, and went back to my place. Darleen (now my wife) hit it off from the beginning. We dated for the rest of the time she was in town, and she visited for the weekend whenever she could get away. One night, after eating some psychedelic mushrooms that I had picked with my friends (like I said, whatever pleasure of the moment), I had a "trip", wherin I was convinced that I was dying. I was not scared to die, but I was sad that I had never told Darleen that I loved her. The next day, I called her, and arranged to visit her. When we met, I asked her to marry me. For the most part, that was the last time I did drugs, although it was several years later before I "decided" I didn't want to do any drugs anymore... I just didn't really feel the need to do them anymore.

6.) When we got married, I chose "If I Had the World to Give" by the Grateful Dead as the theme music. It was strange hearing that coming from a Church Organ... I also asked the pastor to use a line I had heard in "The Doors" movie, something like "this bond, not even death will break, but only the lack of love". The pastor wasn't happy about it, but he said it anyway. Looking back on it, it was quite a silly request... But then again, I was still an agnostic (with vague "spiritualistic" leanings at the time).

7.) I can't wait until my Charismation, when I will enter fully into the life of the Church! I only wish my family were converting with me.


Because I have been out of blogging for so long, I don't even know who to tag. So for now at least, I guess the meme stops here.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

An Open Letter to Orthodox Christians

An Open Letter to Orthodox Christians,
on Behalf of Ron Paul
by Clark Carlton

Dear Brothers and Sisters:

The 2008 US presidential election is almost a year and a half away, and yet the various campaigns are in full swing. With states vying to move the primary season up into late 2007, it is time that we as citizens of the United States start to think about who we would like to see elected to the White House next year.

Before I express my own thoughts about the upcoming election, let me begin with a couple of obvious, but nonetheless vital, observations. First of all, reasonable people – and certainly the reason-endowed sheep of Christ’s flock – can disagree about political philosophies and the relative virtues and vices of particular candidates. I do not believe that there is one "Orthodox" answer to some of the questions that I will raise below. In other words, I will question neither the purity of your faith nor the sincerity of your commitment to Christ if you disagree with my thoughts.

Read the whole letter HERE